Trust

Sometimes I sit and contemplate on how things would be if you found a spot in your heart just to trust me. To omit all the accusations and fussing, must we scrimmage each other insecurities through disposition to struggling? There are many different routes of reason as to why one calls to account the faith of another, but once you do, there’s a joint in this custom bond that deteriorates in the trust you once held in each other. It’s kind of like a disease, of curiosity that infects that healthy peace of mind you once shared and develops anger, jealousy and even revenge because the thought of never knowing makes you so scared it hurts. So instead of showing and expressing their discomfort, they battle each other until ones hurt and begin to barrie the relationship mentally 6 feet under loves dirt. Be sure that you’re aware that this virus of insecurity has no cure, it just flows though the blood stream of your souls insecurities built through fear. Unclear on whether you want to get near rumors or lies you don’t want to hear, yet your mind listens, and keeps it written in your thoughts until your mind see’s it. Even if it’s not true your bad conscious pulls you to believe it, without asking any questions you think revenge and then you seek it or jump to conclusion and accuse him. Although he’s done nothing wrong you still abuse him. Then after time, you finally lose him and you can’t replace him. All because of lack of communication, you lost a mate full of faith and it’s all because of the lack of trust. Your eyes can tell you ears and your ears then tell you mind and your mind then tells your heart all these lies you just held. Meaning all this time you lied to yourself. So just take the time, to trust what hasn’t hurt you and ask if it has alerted you.